Masks and Sanitizers on sale back in March 24, 2020. These were in short supply and prices were high.

It’s 9 December 2020, and many Recaps of the year are coming out. It’s that time of the year to take stock, look back at what happened. What. Happened.

Reddit had an absolutely awesome recap post. It was, in it’s own essence, so very Reddit-like. From the title, the post, the contents, the comments. Everything was so hilariously Reddit. It included a video, animated with highlights of posts and videos taken from Reddit this year, and of a commissioned soundtrack that was so apt. The song is Never to be Forgotten Kinda Year, by Dan Bern, and boy is it apt, and beautiful. It has that touch of whimsy, brevity and uplifting spirit that only a species that has lived through 2020, could appreciate. 

Post: https://www.reddit.com/r/blog/comments/k967mm/reddit_in_2020/

Video: https://www.reddit.com/r/blog/comments/k967mm/reddit_in_2020/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3

Like I said, it’s 9 December 2020, which is barely 22 days to the end of the Gregorian Calendar year. True, it’s an arbitrarily taken period of time, created by humans in this particular day and age, half based on astronomy, and no other species or part of the planet even cares about it, certainly not this virus. But I guess it appeals to our sentimental selves that it’s an period, a substantial period of time that we have lived through, experienced, that draws to a virtual close, and a new year beckons, a new year that supposedly is different, will be different. 

It’s 9 December, and the news in Singapore is filled with the top story of the day – a confirmed infected passenger on a cruise ship that departed Singapore a few days ago and has to cut short it’s trip to return. Cruises being one of the early nightmare scenarios of the Covid-19 infection due to early spread and clusters aboard certain ships in other countries, very early on. A nightmare scenario of how easily to be cross infected, of how hard to escape from the ship, of ships being denied berthing and disembarking by many countries. A scenario that was decimated cruise travel for practically the whole year, and hasn’t really recovered. 

You would think that we might be past a lot of these, but it seems not! It seems not. It seems that on the 9th of December we are still haunted by the same ghosts. Maybe slightly better, but not gone. 

Lots of countries are still struggling. 

But perhaps let’s go back to the start of the year, to the bright early morning of January 2020, not the first weeks, but mid to late January, where some bits of rumours and news came out of China about a new virus. I’m sure it was there in the medical, scientific, and especially infectious disease circles, before the news leaked out into the public sphere, of China investigating virus outbreak linked to wet markets (well so we thought), to bats, some coronavirus linked respiratory disorders. The measures in China slowly, slowly ramped up. There was suppressing of information, as usual, and also leaks by China citizens onto their local social media. The thing about 2020 is that the Online is so powerful now, even in China. We watched as more and more details leaked out, independently of news outlets, government announcements (both China and elsewhere), of details of seriously infected numbers in Wuhan and then other cities, of hospitals getting flooded with patients, of medical staff struggling and also getting infected, of doctors leaking the real news out, of brave citizens, of the government reacting, of other governments nearly starting to react – Taiwan, Hong Kong, Singapore, and slower – the rest of the world. 

We started to get into February – the Chinese New Year period. We watched in horror as China practically shut down their New Year celebrations – easily their biggest festival of all year. Travel restrictions came into place. It was an environment of close watching and distancing from China. That was the plan.

Well alas we still had some visitors from China – both tourism, business, and social visitors. It reached our shores, in no small numbers. We scrutinised each and every case, cluster, visit, location, spread. Each was taken in shock, surprise, and utmost concern. Was it that serious? It seemed so in China, and there were many deaths as Wuhan and some other cities were overwhelmed in the number of seriously ill cases. More serious conditions than a typical influenza strain, faster spread, novel. A seemingly incredible super mix of amazingly powerful coronavirus that the regular person is trying to understand, mixed up with an horrifying inter species jump from bats to humans. 

So we kinda became one node here in Singapore, due to our heavy exposure to China. Well we weren’t alone, the other countries like Japan, South Korea, Hongkong with heavy traffic with China all were hit. Mostly under control as all these countries react overwhelmingly for the short term to stem the tide. It kept things under control. Locked down kinda but at least under control. Was it still February or was it now March? It’s hard to recall as it’s all a blur of news from so many countries, so many new details in China. I suppose the news agencies can do a deeper recap.

It was likened to SARS from old. I guess it was. Quite something to live through two outbreaks. Surprisingly we had a newly opened National Centre for Infectious Disease, almost an entire half hospital specialising in this. Best stroke of luck (the timing) we could have, and probably reduced our mortality rate by quite a few. Our best laid plans, as awesome as they were, still had to adapt to the situation. Well, if you’re used to the Army and tactical situations, I guess that’s the way, but you still can’t help the common citizen throwing criticisms back at ya. 

We had lots of people coming out with tracking sites, detailed data built upon the trickle of daily notices put up by the Ministry of Health. I suppose all the govt agencies went topsy turvy handling this situation. Every single person’s work changed, in one way or another, good or bad. 

Italy got hit early on, real real bad, with huge numbers and deaths. It spread fast there. Sporadic numbers in Asia in the middle of the year. Some numbers in Europe but not huge. Many areas in Asia put in serious restrictions and closures to bring it down. We had a really long and extensive ‘cluster’ in our worker dormitories that took massive restructuring to clear up. LOL they tried almost everything they could think of, from country wide Circuit Breaker starting in April, to separating dorms, separating rooms, testing testing, isolating, step down care facilities, ramping up hospitals, escalating DORSCON levels, nationwide broadcast addresses, taskforce press conferences, budget handouts, employee salary support. News after news after news.

We started working from home, many many people did. Not many had to go out, except for allowed services. This was incredible. Being able to be home all day long, with my baby, saving on travel time, spending more time with her, having lunch at home. Woot. Staying safely at home while watching half the world burn. 

It must’ve been hell for lots of badly affected industries – tourism, travel, airlines, restaurants, supporting industries, and others. So many people with reduced income, job losses, changes. Madness. In such large numbers as well. Four Budgets for the year, with tons of money withdrawn from past reserves. Official government measures, and also lots of interventions by Temasek, the govt-linked entity. Various sanitizer handouts, face mask handouts. So many people did so much. 

Then we had a big hooha over a General Election in SG, held during the pandemic, quite unnecessarily in fact, since the situation has stablized further in end 2020 and likely into 2021 (in SG at least). Big wins for Workers Party, a GE held mostly online and over the air. 

USA had tons of scandals and ridiculous news, with NYC doing terribly in Covid, and then UK getting into it, other areas in US, Spain, etc. Indonesia, Philippines, India, Russia, where hasn’t it been. It gets quite sad that many countries have huge number of deaths. The worldwide official count is now at 68 million cases and 1.5 million deaths. That’s only official positive counts, with many many more unaccounted for. 

Many countries went into partial or temporary lockdowns, hitting their economies hard. Some couldn’t manage well, some had many more infections, many more deaths, some fewer. Most countries ended up isolating themselves to stave off infections from other countries, hopefully. The situation in China cleared up. Well not totally as there are still some recurring infections even in such a tightly controlled country. Tough. Or should we say, impossible.

Singapore entered into a manageable lull, without many cases. Stable. Slowly opening up a tiny bit, a tiny bit. Steps so small you wonder if they’ll ever finish. 

Companies started manufacturing face masks to cope with insane demand. Hand sanitizers. Test kids. Different test kits. Hah. From high priced face masks, to cheaper face masks. 

Bernadette grew up through all this, from when she was 3 months old, to 4, 5, 6, 12 months old birthday, 13, 14 months old. She finished going to hospital for follow-ups, she had to isolate more from crowds, watch us start wearing masks when outside, from being afraid and associating masks to vaccination injections, to being used to it, and I wonder if she’ll have to keep wearing it when outside in the future. 

The malls were shut, dine-in everywhere was stopped, seats were cordoned off, restaurants were closed, shops were closed, food delivery, online shopping delivery. The roads emptied out of cars, buses and trains were empty, taxis were empty, private hire suddenly lost business. ‘Self employed’ was now a problem.

I spent more time with my baking, well there’s time at home. Various tarts. New stuff. New recipes. Watching old shows. Fixing up the house. We set up new cupboards.

Bernadette started crawling around more, faster, further. She played with more toys, new toys. She started pulling herself up, standing. Standing! Toddling. She spoke more, made more sounds, got smarter, and smarter. She started taking solid food, oh what a headache that was, to prepare meals instead of just drinking milk. At least she still sleeps well. Eczema problems, various doctor visits. Busy. So much to occupy one’s time. 

Things and habits out there have changed so much, it’s such an odd world. 

What’s next? 

Now news of vaccines being released, and news of increased second waves in various countries, Australia grappling with it, UK, Spain, Italy again!?!, and probably more who have given up. Now grappling with vaccines, whether it will be effective, whether it will be available, roll out properly. Hah.

It’s a year of lockdowns, 5 person groups, social distancing, face masks, contact tracing, cordons, of video calls, video calls, video calls.

It’s December. December 2020. Almost 2021.

Covid-19, into 20, into 21.

You’ll look back, and wonder how was it possible. How did one survive through that, through that infection rate, death rate. But it happened, and life happened, the virus happened, we humans got through it as usual, survived through a certain adversity? Diversity? Not so easy to exterminate. 

So many wars, epidemics, and other insane things that have happened in history. Still alive? But then again, if we all died, I wouldn’t be around to write this.

1 January 2021

And 2020 ended, just like that, almost like any other day at home, with some faint echos of celebrations around the neighbourhood, with us going to bed, tired from another day of taking care of a baby and still having to wake up early the next morning. 

It was funny to see the local case numbers jump and spike again in the last 2 days of 2020. Almost like a last jab at you. Hah. You thought you were clear!? It’s not over yet! It was funny to see the vaccine news, supposedly good news, but yet tinged with so many shades of concern it wasn’t funny how bungled it seemed to be. Poor marketing by the western countries that made it, as usual. They’ve never seemed to be able to project any sense of confidence and reassurance this entire year / pandemic. And it flows down. We don’t trust it, because it was a rush job, by countries desperate for something, that’s why. It’s not that we don’t trust vaccines in general, nor our govt. But it wasn’t made by us, and given these countries’ current public track record, it’s not reassuring. Our exact same self-preservation instinct that has kept us relatively safe so far, is doing the same. Call it our own immune system. 

I realized that for some months and weeks now I’ve kinda dropped off on the covid news a little, just to not be too crazy about it, and also busy with work and busy with life, and busy with baking! Which I thought was more productive than doing nothing and following numbers of other countries like a busybody. 

Still, Australia news of Sydney Northern Beach clusters and new restrictions, Germany’s sudden severe revival, Switzerland falling, Netherlands falling, Belgium falling, US…nothing new to say, UK falling, France falling, India oddly seemingly manageable, Indonesia falling off the news, Philippines off the news, China still grappling a little. It’s a little worrying that the top tier countries have so much bad news that the secondary tier countries really fall off the radar, nobody even has time to think if their numbers are correct and real. 

Minor scandals in Singapore of rule transgressions, mostly to little effect. It’s testament to the stable situation that we have time to bother with these, rather than horror stories in the US etc of overflowing ICUs, stuck ambulances, lack of oxygen, rising deaths, lack of compliance, lack of compliance, lack of compliance. 

And a sudden concern over a “UK strain” B117, more infectious, supposedly. It might just come to naught, really. But it was a swift closing of borders against UK, poor things. London, who was already suffering just days before Christmas, with nearly everything cancelled at the last minute, now under the scrutiny of the world. 

But it wasn’t a hugely horrible year for us. Can’t say that when our jobs weren’t affected too much, when it wasn’t a worry and risk, when our infant mostly grew well and had a great time at home. We spent time together, at home, we spent more time with our infant than otherwise possible, much much much more than otherwise possible. We saved on commute time, we spent less on going out, on travel. We didn’t have to meet people, we didn’t have to think about going overseas, we didn’t have to think about missing out because there was nothing to miss out other than spending time with family. We didn’t have school-going kids, we didn’t have elderly to take care of, we didn’t have regular things we had to keep going out for.

It helped that we were already used to it, through the late pregnancy months, the newborn months, all the staying home, enjoying being at home. In a comfortable amount of space, both physical space in a relatively new flat, and also space for ourselves away from others. 

My parents had it good, their shop business did well and also very luckily didn’t have to suspend, and with additional govt support. My sister had a rough year, having been in the travel industry, but at least is ending it okay. 

I guess it was the topsy-turvy kind of year, where many people’s concept of the world changes, where things no longer have to be the old way, and it could break the old mould and improve, and improve greatly in a monumental change. 

It would be incredible to think back and wow I lived through that, something that was so shattering to the human race in that year. It’s always been how incredible to watch those movies of World War II, how widespread the impact, how long the dang thing lasted. Well now we have Covid-19 and it’s unabating death wave. It’s not that without covid-19 all these people would have been alive and well, because people will still die of other causes, many of them are already terribly old, and there would be more of other illnesses, but it’s still a very fancy number when looked at alone. 83 million confirmed cases and 1.8 million attributed deaths so far. (Wow World War 2 had 70-85 million casualties, so I guess we are still far off.) Given current known Infection Fatality Ratio, Covid-19 would not exceed WW2. 

Still, it’s quite scary to have an invisible virus going in your lungs, no matter where you are in the world and just minding your own business, no nuclear bombs needed.

Really shocking that countries that can maintain nuclear weapons can’t get a coronavirus under control…

I was looking through my photos of the year, and I really only had a handful in April that were really reflective of Covid situation. Well that was like the only real Circuit Breaker / lockdown period, soon after that things reopened majorly. That’s the major extent of the extreme disruption to daily life, it was really quite liveable after that, many shops were open, food was never a problem, groceries and supermarkets were great, online shopping platforms covered miscellaneous things. 

Social Distancing is the name of the game, markers are up everywhere.

All the time at home also let us try new food that deliver, to people like us stuck at home with a sleeping baby:

And being at home, also means, improving things at home and working on baking:

It meant many many more sunsets experienced, and more of my neighbourhood explored on long jogs.

The moon above apartment blocks

It’s far from over, let’s see what happens next.


Your child

Some of the most endearing parts of being a parent, are the small things that aren’t often listed:

  • the feeling of watching your child fall asleep
  • the feeling of waking your child up to feed, for meals, to go out, to go home, etc.

These are the little moments, that by itself probably doesn’t really mean very much, but are just the little moments you have, and are privileged, to witness as the parent.

Little acts that maybe only you are entitled to do. Often we are so afraid to awaken or disturb a sleeping baby – yes they do get really grumpy and wail-ly if woken up without enough sleep, and yes messing up the sleep pattern will mess up the feeding pattern and middle-of-night timing, etc. So it’s really only the parent who gets the right to do so.

Yup. It’s your baby, and your child.

Your child

House and Home

One night I was carrying her around the house, trying to get her to get back to sleep. It was probably 3 or 4am, the house is dark, quiet. S is asleep, and it just reminded me of when we first got the flat, when it was bare walls and rough floors, with no lights, no furniture, no color, and I was just there wiring it up. The house has changed so much, it’s full of things, full of people, of a crying baby, and we spend so much time in it now. It’s becoming a lived-in house, a home.

House and Home

The ‘Great’ Pixel Original Quality Photo Storage Controversy of 2019

Was that too dramatic? Did you know of the change in storage options? Let’s go through this in detail, where Google failed, and where the marketing and execution could be done wayyyy better.


  1. Google Photos launched a few years back, and it was superbly well received. They provided excellent features, super reliable backup, super fast and smooth mobile app and desktop apps (they don’t get enough credit for their AMAZING mobile app).
  2. But best of all, Google Photos offered photo and video backups from your phone at two tiers. First is the Original Quality (OQ) tier, where the photos and videos are backed up as-is, no change in file, quality, size, resolution etc., except for enhancements and edits. Second is the High Quality (HQ) tier, which is a space-saving option with some magic trickery that only Google knows. It shaves off huge amounts of storage size, downsizes photos to 16 Megapixel if higher, downsizes videos to 1080p if higher, and uses a different compression algorithm to make photos way smaller while retaining amazing amounts of quality in the media files. Almost all phones were less than 16 MP at that time, it wasn’t a big deal, and 16 MP is a lot. Everyone was also amazed at how much quality is preserved, indistinguishable for most use cases and displays. It really is very good.
  3. Original Quality storage uses up your Google account storage space, which is 15 Gigabytes by default, shared with your Gmail and Google Drive etc. You can purchase more storage using the old Google Drive storage options or the current Google One options.
  4. High Quality storage is given free of charge (so far), making it a great deal. I configure this for any family member that I know who can’t handle their own phones/media. It’s really good enough for almost everyone but serious photographers and tech geeks.
  5. All was peaceful until Google launched Pixel phones. The first Pixel phone (differentiating name Original Pixel or Pixel 1), had a great promotion of Free Original Quality backup, in perpetuity, as long as the media was uploaded from the phone itself. It perhaps celebrated the amazing phone camera and AI, and a brilliant marketing strategy. After all, it was the first Google branded Pixel phone. People loved this. Well not that everyone appreciated it. But it was awesome. Pixel phones were associated with free OQ storage, great cameras. Of course Pixel phone pricings were also up there with premium iPhones, so that helped justify the cost to us.
  6. For Pixel 2, perhaps Google toned it down, they still offered OQ storage, but only limited to 3 years from launch. Fair enough, you probably won’t use the phone for more than 3 years, and you would switch to a new Pixel phone so you don’t really lose anything too much. Still awesome. Phone is still expensive, but people bought it.
  7. Pixel 3 – same as Pixel 2, 3 years of free storage. It’s becoming a trend, a classic Pixel thing, but it’s fair, no complaints.
  8. Pixel 3a – Google launched a budget level Pixel phone. Much cheaper, simpler hardware specs, but downgraded to High Quality photo storage only. Still very justified as the phone is way cheaper and targeted at those who are less picky. A little annoying that Google kept on marketing it as Free photo storage on the ads, despite this service being given the same as any other free google account and Android phone out there, it was a tad misleading and tsk tsk.
  9. Pixel 4 – woah Google quietly dropped Original Quality storage, kept up the 3a style marketing of ‘free photo storage’, and dared to pass off High Quality storage on Pixel 4 buyers like nothing happened. That was very very very poor marketing strategy and totally picked up by discerning users upon seeing launch marketing materials and reading the fine print. This is a huge deviation from previous imprinted user mindset and associations of full priced Pixel phones with great cameras and photo storage, where you can just take photos and videos and enjoy the camera without worrying about storage (and local device storage is less generous than other cheaper Android flagship phones, and no SD card). Pixel 4 price remained high, they carried on the great-camera branding.

Possible reasons for this:

  1. Free Original Quality storage is possibly pricey in costs, and with the hopefully increasing number of Pixel phones, including old phones, this might be a cost issue. (But Google is so rich, but Google has so much storage, but Google loves to have our photos)
  2. Pixel phone buyers do not rate this feature highly in market surveys or are aware of the exact differences and benefits. Their user research might show this to be true in the general population or less savvy users who want to buy Pixel phones.
  3. HQ storage is really good, and good enough. Most of us only might possibly print like 0.001% of our photos, uploading them online always gets compressed and resized anyway. Who even has a 16MP display screen.
  4. OQ media is only required for people who want to take super high quality for local editing, and can transfer this out to their PC or Mac for processing on Photoshop/Lightroom. And photographers don’t often use a Pixel phone as a main work camera, nor videographers. The manual controls, battery life, form factor just don’t replace a full camera. Even youtube vloggers have a nice Sony RX camera now.
  5. Do you even have a choice? If you want a highly secure, well-maintained Android phone guaranteed with work with Google services, top line camera and apps, fancy face recognition, fancy Google Assistant, there’s really no other phone you can choose? much like how Apple users only have effectively one phone in different sizes.

So should Google really drop free OQ storage and what they can do better:

  1. if OQ storage is not for general use, then change the marketing, branding, positioning. Pixel buyers are the most common Google service users, they have Google One accounts etc. If their photos are good enough at HQ, then make the phone shoot and save in HQ compression format directly.
  2. Improve on-device Pixel camera storage format, algorithms etc. If HEIC format is so good and small, use it. Pixel phones have limited storage size and no expandable SD slot. How do you expect it to last a full extended vacation trip?
  3. Improve Google Photos settings and options to split photos and video backup settings
  4. Improve Google Photos settings to allow users to selectively save certain photos in Original Quality
  5. Improve Google Photos to show which media is backed up in OQ or HQ, and allow users to selectively compress individual files down to HQ instead of a blanket compression setting. Right now you can only convert your entire library from OQ to HQ in a click, no choosing.
  6. Improve Google One features even further in terms of premium tier photo services, editing, photo management, folder management, machine learning. Yes Google One has great storage options, but I just accumulated 800 photos in 3 weeks of my child, so I really think the free Pixel OQ storage is a really important differentiator to me.

At the end of the day, we ought to acknowledge that Google offers a fantastic service with free High Quality unlimited backup storage, compared to other phone providers. They do deserve for users to pay some amount of subscription, but they need to do a serious rebranding of their service, bump up the marketing, show users what they get for their money, and really differentiate paying users from free users in service tiers.

If subscribing to a Pixel service gives me longer updates, AI/ML camera updates, additional photo management, additional photo storage, I think many people would gladly throw money at it. It’s world leading and very impressive, but not well marketed.

Mobile phone cameras are undoubtedly very good. Pixel cameras are very very good, and many many times more convenient, faster, and better than my Olympus camera. However I don’t want to juggle a mess of mixed Google Photos storage formats and quality tiers in a basic interface. It’s going to be really messy if I have a new phone that backs up at HQ, or if I set it to auto backup at OQ and then manually delete off the unnecessarily files. Google is making this way too troublesome. Storage tier wise, I estimate that if I went OQ on everything, I will need to go to the 20 TB storage tier within 1 phone cycle or 2-3 years. That’s $99 per month!

The ‘Great’ Pixel Original Quality Photo Storage Controversy of 2019

张惠妹 – 记得

Gosh what a nostalgic song to suddenly hear on the bus radio after hearing some bad news about our neighbours. It’s painfully sad to hear of someone breaking up. I guess it’s also something we haven’t heard in quite awhile. As we grow up, and grow older, it’s mostly a question of people trying to find a partner, and struggling to do so, or people settling down, etc. It’s not like the younger days where more people get together and fall apart more frequently. And then worse still, now you have all the other complications. Marriage, extended families, houses. To go through all those huge challenges, all those time, pain, money, effort. It’s super sad to lose it all. It’s really a big loss.

shui huan ji de
shi shui xian shuo yong yuan de ai wo
yi qian de yi ju hua
shi wo men yi hou de shang kou
guo liao tai jiu
mei ren ji de dang chu na xie wen rou
wo he ni shou qian shou
shuo yao yi qi zou dao zui hou
wo men du wang liao
zhe tiao lu zou liao duo jiu
xin zhong shi qing chu de
有一天 有一天都会停的
you yi tian you yi tian du hui ting de
rang shi jian shuo zhen hua
sui ran wo ye hai pa
zai tian hei liao yi hou
wo men du bu zhi dao hui bu hui you yi han
shui huan ji de
shi shui xian shuo yong yuan de ai wo
yi qian de yi ju
shi wo men yi hou de shang kou
guo liao tai jiu
mei ren ji de dang chu na xie wen rou
wo he ni shou qian shou
shuo yao yi qi zou dao zui hou
wo men du lei liao
que mei ban fa wang hui zou
liang ke xin du mi huo
怎么说 怎么说都没有救
zen me shuo zen me shuo du mei you jiu
qin ai de wei shi me
ye xu ni ye bu dong
liang ge xiang ai de ren
deng dui fang xian shuo zhao fen kai de li you
shui huan ji de ai qing kai shi bian hua de shi hou
wo he ni de yan zhong
kan jian liao bu tong de tian kong
zou de tai yuan
zhong yu zou dao fen cha lu de lu kou
shi bu shi ni he wo
yao you liang ge xiang fan de meng
shui huan ji de
shi shui xian shuo yong yuan de ai wo
yi qian de yi ju hua
shi wo men yi hou de shang kou
guo liao tai jiu
mei ren ji de dang chu na xie wen rou
wo he ni shou qian shou
shuo yao yi qi zou dao zui hou
wo he ni shou qian shou
shuo yao yi qi zou dao zui hou

张惠妹 – 记得

baby girl

Now what’s that song about a baby girl.

Wow it’s been an eventful week. It’s Sunday night and finally there’s a breather to take stock.

30 Sept Sun – still felt stressed over other things. Amazing Sarah managed to reassure me. whew.

1st Oct Tues – felt like the achey spot on my chest is still bothering me. It’s been at it awhile and it’s just dragging on more than a week, even after the haze is gone. Decided to just get it checked out further, anyway it’s a relatively free evening, not too much work or baby prep to do. I still managed to go work, come back, make a quick dinner, eat, and then we went down to CGH A&E. Apparently not deadly sick huh. The wait wasn’t too long, triage was not bad, did an ECG, waited a short bit for the doctor, he was nice, and quite thorough. It’s been more than a decade since we’ve been to an A&E, and it’s not that bad. After being used to quick and simple GP visits, this is like so thorough and not rushed. Did some blood tests and chest x-ray as well. Might as well do the entire works since we’re here and it’s like a flat fee haha. Thankfully it was like practically all clear of bad bad stuff, it’s good to really clear up doubts and worries. Mental health is like half of it. got loaded with a ton of anarex and diflo. It all makes me just so sleepy.

2nd Oct Wed – unexpectedly on MC. We decided to go down to Parkway East Hospital a few days early to register for the delivery. Fairly smooth. Had our fave vietnamese food nearby.

3rd Oct Thurs – work. work. work. and annoying work. came home. arranged some stuff in the house. watch some tv. Sarah’s on leave this entire week, just resting before the due date.

and then woah water burst just after we went to bed past midnight. Of all times! The bad – we just had supper, so no c-section for 6 hours, we haven’t really gotten any sleep. The good – hey at least I’m at home and with her, so we could just pack up and go to the hospital, and we’ve thankfully pre-registered so that’s one less admin thing to worry about.

4 Oct Thurs – Reach hospital ~1am. (It’s nice to drive on empty roads. And amazingly I’m not drowsy from drugs) get into the labor ward, put on monitoring, everything still stable and ok, scheduled for 9am delivery. After all the fussing around and settling down, it’s like 2-ish am. omg need to wait till morning. I can’t sleep in the room, lobby has wailing sick kid, so I just lay down in the car – at least it’s peaceful and quiet out in the night and I can prop my leg up anywhere I want. haha. I haven’t had this night-out-camping-feeling in so long. It reminded me of those NS outfield days, in the cool and quiet night, awake for upteen hours for stupid reasons, chilling out and watching the quiet roads/sky, every normal person is asleep, almost no traffic but still some odd people driving about, and then the 5.30am first bus, early workers (poor things), and the traffic building up. Sheesh I didn’t sleep much huh. too much awakeness and adrenaline also made hungry. sitting in the wee hours of the hospital cafe eating vending machine sandwich and milo, realizing I arrived at the hospital with $4-$5 in cash and no posb atm card! shakes head. breakfast at 6.30am. going back up to the ward at 7. hanging around waiting for the doctors to come in. watching the machine monitor the contractions.

finally us going into the operating theatre. me having to change separately, sitting there waiting for a long time while they do the big prep with the epidural, drip, etc etc, finally being let in and not allowed to touch anything.

a big push. and then the baby is out! wailing at the top of her lungs. hahaha. what a happy sound after like 9 hours of worry and stress. Where did our easy scheduled c-section become!

And we have our super cute, super precious baby girl. After having her around in the womb for months, watching her squirm inside, kicking around, turning around, growing bigger and bigger, it’s so sudden to see her in real life. The incredible contrast between quiet sleeping and sudden wailing. Don’t you have a middle volume tier or anything!!? Not just 0%, 5%, 100%?

Then there’s the silent unconscious anxiety about administrative arrangements, checkups, feeding, preparing clothes and bottles, leave, health, naming. It’s an incredible relief as one by one many of them are settled and ticked off.

First 3 days in the hospital just went by so fast! With all the in and outs, nurses coming by for this and that, taking care of the recovery, medication, drips, meals, sleeping, feeding, diapers, visitors. It’s also a big thing to have both a wife that needs to recover, and a new baby that needs to be looked after! From 0 to like 2 dependents at a go!

And some really tender quiet moments with just the three of us in the room. Just us. Here we are now, in a nice contented peaceful family moment. If nothing else, this whole period has brought us even closer together, just having to do all the prep and stuff together instead of often being busy with our own lives and things.

It’s really nice.

baby girl

Pixel 4 leaks

It’s stunningly incredible how much the Pixel phones leak out each year, and in still debatably convincing ways. You’re not quite 100% sure it’s an engineered leak, although it is really suspicious.

How suspicious? Every year (and for many other phones), you get leaks of controversial changes, like removal of headphone jack, removal of fingerprint sensor etc, to soften the blow yeah, and also some general physical design stuff like shape, size, colors.

But, importantly, there are always some pretty fancy tricks that aren’t revealed or properly leaked out until days or the day itself. Which I guess, given the massive operational machinery and huge hype, is bound to happen.

Things that should get announced that haven’t yet leaked, and which we are eagerly waiting for:

  • price of Pixel 4 and Pixel 4 XL, and regional pricings.
  • New next-gen Google Assistant behavior, and functionality.
    Frankly, even announced Google features hardly come to everyone around the globe, much less unreleased features. LOL.
  • It’s going to be a #madebygoogle event, so there should be new Google Home devices, especially the Mini II.
  • Other new format Google Home/Nest family devices
  • New earbuds?
  • New AI-driven devices like Lens
  • New country availabilities for Pixels.
  • Pixel Stand II
  • ? Pixel Slate II – unlikely
  • New fancy phone/assistant features to rival Duplex/Call Spam filtering. Call Waiting assist is already rumoured but seems to be a later rollout, though possible to be mentioned.

What else could we hope for? Nothing very much actually, these are already pretty sizeable AI/ML chunks, if they could launch Live Captioning, Next-gen Assistant, Lens X.0, and all that on launch day, it would already be way more smarts than other 2019 smartphones – which only claim to have wider and more zoom lenses – meh.

Well, not to forget the Face Unlock (with all its reliability and security and privacy needs), and Soli, two main solid features worthy of a new phone and which we’re all already done and over with.

One more month to go. Looking forward to another 1am SG time keynote. ugh. At least most likely I will be on leave at that time this year! woot.

Pixel 4 leaks

Google Assistant

The forums are in a fluster after a recent spate of poor Google Assistant replies. The incoherent responses, whether it’s a severe mismatch in hearing, interpretation or action, is just pretty deplorable considering the answers or actions were plain wrong.

I asked ‘ok google turn off the lights’, and it turned off my phone alarm. Goodness.

As it evolves, Google needs to get this right. If Google Assistant / voice search is the future of Google (might be an exaggeration, Silicon Valley is prone to this), then it is the equivalent of Google Search. It has to work. Can you even recall a time when the great www.google.com ever went down and stopped working, even in a small area, that was due to google’s fault and not some broken internet connection, telco block, country block – I can’t.

Google Search stands for ‘is the internet working’, and ‘the gateway to find everything, in some way’. It can’t break, it can’t give you a very obviously wrong answer if you phrased it right. Therefore Google Assistant needs to get to the same level of dependability, consistency, transparency. It needs to hear you correctly, comprehend you correctly, answer you correctly, and if it doesn’t, it needs to give appropriate signs on what went wrong, or stop itself.

The virtual ‘entity’ that is behind Google Search and Google Assistant needs to do so.

Google Assistant

Sharing, communication, always-on

It’s such a controversy in the recent age – the worry of being always-on, always-connected, always-sharing, the Fear of missing out (FOMO), the Joy of missing out (JOMO).

Rightly so, people are concerned about the change in social dynamics and social interaction with people always being connected, always on their screens, and I am most definitely guilty of that.

Well but the thing is, is it necessarily a very bad thing? Society has evolved, constantly. From the old ages of writing physical letters, to having a phone in the house, being able to call people anytime from your couch, to having mobile phones, to have mobile phones that are mobile computers.

This has changed so very fast, in my lifetime! Wow.

Now we are holding mobile computers with (still only 1 day battery life), with mobile connections in the hundreds of megabits per second, almost always connected (at least in well-connected Singapore, but not so much in other countries). We, I, live in a city that is super well-connected, like it is nothing, like you can watch streaming youtube videos on trains and buses all over – and that’s not possible in other countries. It’s normal, and simple, for us. At not too high a price too. Incredible.

So are we, here, more used to being always-on and always-connected. Are we more adapted to this fast paced lifestyle than others in more expansive and spread out countries like Australia, USA, Germany etc?

We think that people these days are over-sharing on their social media accounts. But humans are always so afraid of change, the weirdest thing right now is that the tech community is the one that is afraid of change, and what society has become. That’s odd because usually it’s the other way round.

What if, I tell you, that in the future, people will be even more connected, even more and more sharing taking place. Could it? I think it might, in ways that we could not imagine right now, and what if it isn’t a bad thing? What if it’s a good way of being always connected to healthcare, a good way of being always aware of your partner and family. Aware in the way like feeling something is there, like how you know they are always on the other side of WhatsApp or other chat, of the ‘typing’ display, or the slow throughout-the-day messaging. A presence. And if you cut that off you feel all alone.

Tethered in a way. Or perhaps an awareness of how your house is functioning haha.

I think it will become more, in different ways, and then we will remark again that wow in 2019 people were so much less connected, they had to pick up their mobile phones, they had to put it aside to charge it, they didn’t have a mobile data plan across the globe. It’s just a matter of time, money, I guess.

Sharing, communication, always-on


Wow the crazy news about HK’s anti-elab protests, and the entire situation, is entering into Week 11 and shows little signs of abating. This weekend protests have spread to other cities around the globe, and today the main flashpoint has been Mong Kok.

Mong Kok

The previous weeks and protests have been spread over many other areas of HK, from Central, to Sheung Wan, and more, including Hong Kong International Airport.

Of all these, HKIA I’m fairly familiar with, having passed through en route to USA, or just to enter HK itself. I’ve even registered as frequent visitor, though after that I didn’t get to use it much.

For many many years, as a Singaporean I’ve always heard of HK as a destination, but never been. And then I went once, to shop, and then many many more times in the subsequent 4 year period from 2014 to 2018, for work and leisure.

We’ve always preferred to be in Mong Kok, where we loved the vibe, and felt most comfortable. Never caught the hang of Central and Hong Kong Island. Kowloon is where it’s at!

We’ve also always preferred to stay in Mong Kok, only once in Central / Causaway Bay. From the first memorable dingy tiny AirBnB (our probably first AirBnB experience, but with lovely hosts), to our go-to hotel. Near to food, shopping, MTR, near to Pokemon Go hotspots, near (enough) to work, Local Guide meetups and more. Yeah I’ve literally walked the ground alot in Mong Kok and nearby areas.

Notable spots: Avenue of Stars, Star Ferry Pier, Hong Kong Harbor City, entire stretch of Nathan Road, Signal Hill Garden (up the darn hill), East Tsim Sha Tsui station, Hung Hom station, Whampoa station, almost every small street in TST, Chungking Mansions, K11, iSquare, Jordan MTR, Yau Ma Tei MTR (so much), CityView Hotel, Sai Yeung Choi st, the entire shopping area, Argle st, Argle shopping ctr, Langham, Prince Edward for food, Sham Shui Po for computer and hardware shopping, Lai Chi Kok Park (pokemon), Morse Park (pretty residential area), and so many many more.

So, I miss this HK, and my gosh the reality is that it’s going to change forever after 2019. It’s going to be so very very very different. No longer the peaceful, fun, delicious food destination. I mean, HK has never been super glamorous, or polite or beautiful in the made-up way, and it’s always got it’s direct attitude of the restaurant servers, the cramped seats, the table sharing, the quick meals, the gritty Mong Kok roadsides, the dripping aircons.

But it’s something that’s been so comfortable, and even gotten homely. I’m going to sorely miss that, especially knowing it’s going to change drastically. The undercurrents were always there. My HK friends worry about it and make plans, my colleagues tell me about the housing prices, cramped conditions. It’s really crazy of course.

But wow. All these memories of walking around at night in Kowloon / MK, all these photos, it’s really going to be history. I’m glad I got to experience a good amount of it before it’s gone.