at the same time it sucked to be unhappy or for me not to let it be happy.
on the other hand, it did suck and i wasn’t happy. it was difficult to put a finger on anything that went really right anywhere and there were way too many things that were bad.
incidentally, un-happy in french would be a-happy. how odd. of course happiness in french isn’t spelled happy. it remains one of the hardest words to pronounce for me. simple words are so difficult. they don’t make it easy.
you know what some people or things or spirits or books would say? theyit would say: you are just tired. tiredness does that to you.