I am predicting my future here.
I admit, for much of my life, I have searched, or rather strived to be free. Free from home, from family, from parents, from having to listen to instructions, from school, from authority, from bonds, from scholarships, from stereotypes, from I don’t know, from life, from God, from death, from existence, from non-existence, from stupidity, from intelligentsia.
One day I will, in all probability, be ‘too free’, and want to belong somewhere.
But I don’t believe that day is here yet.
I will probably not be disappointed to be proven right, nor wrong. If it thus happens in the future, the winds of change would have shaped me in such a way that my ideology has changed and I will believe differently.
Hubris interspersed with humility.